What will you do if you experience something that you never
been imagine before?
Do you ever imagine that you will have someone so adore you,
until s/he will do anything for you?
Even it cost her/his family.
Do you ever been vilification by someone until it
makes you cry?
Do someone ever accused you do “black magic” ?
Well I experience all that right now :( sometimes I think,
do I look that desperate until it looks that I play with the magic?
PDA (Please Dunk Aaaah) it cost lots of money if I want to
play with that. I rather save that money to buy something useful.
If that person think I play with such thing like that, I would
prefer to do it to handsome and rich guy, much much much better that this
present guy.
It really hurts me every time I think of it.
If I want to play the DEVIL, I will tell him to let go his
family, and just move away far far far away from them, and never make contact
with them.
But if I play as an ANGEL, it will cost thousand years just
to have their blessing.
Really is such a big dilemma
