Panic attack

Life…………

Why is it so hard?
Why it’s so vulnerable?
Why it’s so memorable?

Sometimes it can make you cry like the world has crumbled around you.
Sometimes it can make you laugh until you cry.
Sometimes it can make you smile a whole time.
Sometimes you want the time can be forward a few step, maybe like a year.
Sometimes you want the time stop, so you can always remember that moment.
Sometimes you want the time to move very slow, 'cause you want to enjoy the moment with them who was next to you.

If you do what people wants you to do, is it a crime?
If you don’t do what people wants you to do, is it a crime too?

It’s very hard to do what people want you to do.
It’s very easy to do what you really want.
It depends on you, whether you want to makes people happy but you don’t.
OR you want to make yourself happy but other people don’t.
OR makes both side happy.

At the end, all options have consequences, whether it bad or good.

In your life sometime you will have what psychological term said, its panic attack.
But it have level of it, and I think I have the minimum level ^_^

Happy valentine Day 2008

Happy valentine Day

Yesterday (February 14, 2008) I got 4 chocolates and 1 pink rose ^_^
1 chocolate and 1 pink rose were given by a student (I’m really happy when I got it form him)
1 chocolate from my boss (the Principal)
1 chocolate bar from secondary teacher
And the last chocolate were given by a secret admire ( I really don’t who is he/she) suddenly the chocolate were there on my table. Love chocolate with 2 little roses (pink and red)

In the afternoon me and my friends from Central School went to Puri mall to watch movie “Love” it’s a common movie with full of love and intrigues inside it.

Great Day

Yesterday (February 13, 2008) I went with my beloved friends (Nie and Arief) to TA. At first they went to the wrong place, thanks GOD nie remind Arief that we plan to gather at TA not Puri.

At first we just walk around with no other place to go in.
And because I really hungry, then I suggest them to had dinner. And we all agreed we had dinner at Gokana. Yum yum yum full and cheap :p

And then we had coffee at Bengawan Solo ^_^
We talk about our office and the situation inside it.

Finally we had time to walk together, after a long journey ^_^ I meant arief has to become IT supervisor, he has a lot of works to do.
And Nie has to arrange her married.

I really enjoys our night together. I hope we always do it, at least once a week.

My sweet angels

When those four hands spread in front of me
I feel the world become paused
This is our time and no one can ever crumble it

Their smiles
Their laughs
Their tears
Becomes mine and only mine

When they hug me
They really meant that they only want me
I feel that I beloved and they always beloved by me

If someone want to took them away from me,
They cry
They scream
They only want me

Our time only little
But from that little time, we make it enough
Even the world become envy with us
We always smile and laugh together

I always think of you
You always be in my heart
I look forward to see all of you again
Looking forward to be in your arms again

My sweet angels
I love you
And you always know that

You

You come when I needed you the most
You gave your heart when I didn’t need it
Now when I need your heart……
I knew that it was too late

You still give your passions, your cares, your loves and your attentions
But I knew know that you can’t be mine
You just can’t be mine

Why the world seems makes us apart
You in the other side, and I’m in here

But I can’t denied the reality
I can’t denied the faith that GOD gives me
I really blessed that I have you in my life
I hope you always be in there