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Central Pictures

Here are some pictures that Central employee taken a few weeks ago.
Enjoy yourself.

(Left-Right : Me - ingrid - irma - Diana - Sicilia - Lydia)

You give me wings

Sometimes, it's hard just to be yourself...
I know, you know
So close to tears wanting to give up...
I felt all alone...
And now you're here, right by my side
And I just want you to know

You give me wings when I'm falling...
You lift me up when I'm down...
Taking me high...
Touching the sky...
Yea! You make me fly...
Now I am stronger. Then I was before...
Because of you
You saw my life... and I wanting more
I can't believe it is true
Now you're here...right by my side...
Don't ever let me go

You give me wings when I'm falling...
You let me up when I'm down...
Taking me high...
Touching the sky...
Yea! You make me fly...
Come down and wait... with me!
You give me wings when I'm falling
That's why I sing To You!

You give me wings when I'm falling (When I'm falling!)
You lift me up when I'm down (When I'm Down)
Taking me high (Taking me high)
Touching the sky (Touching the sky)
You Make me... You make me fly...

Seafood ayu

I want to tell you about my weekend ^_^

Friday (December 7, 2007) me and my colleague from Central School went to watch a movie (Skin Walker) at Puri Indah. After that I went home.

Saturday (December 8, 2007) me and dhini watch movie (The Heartbreak Kid) at Taman Anggrek mall. After that me, dhini, and arief went to take dinner at Seafood ayu at Gading. We ate grilled squid, grilled fish, sweet sour green clamb, 2 kangkung, 3 rices, 2 sweet ice tea, 1 coconut, 1 lemon juice, and 1 orange. It all cost 94.000, is it cheap or average?
And that we bought some Serabi Solo near that place, wuih….. we’re so full at that time :p

Is it true that love can’t be posses?

Do you know if he is the one?
Do you know if he always thinks of you?

The smell of his skin that can turn you on into romance.
The love than he bring to you.
The laugh and smile that he brought to bright your days.
The present of him surround you makes you wanna hug him.
You will feel honor if he can be by your side always and forever.

But can he be yours?
Can he always be there by your side?
Can he hug you when you needed the most?

Nobody will ever know about the future.
Even if there is a future, a single step can change it everyday.

Love can make your days happy and sad in the same time.
You will kindda strange, ‘cause you will laugh and then cry at the other minutes.

Is it true that love can’t be posses?

Another route to Mangga Dua

Last Saturday (November 3, 2007) I had a new experience with one of my very best friend (Nie).

At 08.00 am. I have to go to school, because my office held parents meeting with the school management, and because I am the principal secretary, so I had to be there. After that I went to JWC to met Iink, because it’s her birthday. After we (Me, iink and Nie) had lunch at Sency, I had to see Arief, ‘cause he wants me to explain about the DIKTI program.

Around 02.00 pm. Me and Nie take TransJakarta to Mangga Dua, we want to try the new route to get there, and also want to save some money, because if we take cab, it will cost a lot :( But the bus that we took had the wrong route, so we have to get down at Monas, and we continue our journey with the right route to Stasiun Kota. After we get there, we kinda get lost, what I meant we don’t know what mikrolet that we had to take to get Mangga Dua. So we just take a cab to get there, and it only cost Rp 6.500,- so it really is near ^_^

In Mangga Dua, we straight away to get things that she’s really need. Nie bought 4 T-Shirts, 4 skirts, and 1 lady bag, and it cost about Rp 530.000,- And I bought 1 short pant and 1 backpack, it cost Rp 95.000,-
I think we have to go to Mangga Dua in the afternoon, because they really selling things so cheap, cause they want to close their shops, so their kinda put things really cheap. Like backpack that I bought it should cost Rp 125.000 but they sold at me Rp 70.000 Is it great?!

From Mangga Dua we took mikrolet to get Stasiun Kota, and then we get down at Harmoni, ‘cause the bus to Grogol were really are long. And then we took cab to go to CitraLand, to take something to eat. And then we went home by our self.

I already told Nie, that if we want to go to Mangga Dua again, we can take TransJakarta to get there, and I think we should go there in the afternoon. ‘cause the seller (shop) really sold their things so cheap (like slippers and sandals they only sold it for Rp 10.000,- )

Wanna go there with me?

First day at office after long vacation (Idul Fitri)

On October 15, 2007 12.35 my daughter were born, her name is Keyshia Erlanda.
The truth is she isn't my real daughter, she's the daughter of Linda and Bambang. But me and Linda already has commitment that if someone has children, than her child is mine, and mine is hers.

This pictures taken when she's at home at the first time. I don't want to wake her up, so silently I told nonie to take pictures.

Facial

There’s a lot happening to me this few days behind.

On September 29, 2007 CC girls but not all, were going to Mangga dua to spend the day ^_^ at first there are me, nie, fiona, ivone, and bebe. But at the morning, nie suddenly send sms to all of us, that she can’t go with us, because she had to go to Bandung with her family. So there’s only me, fiona, ivone, and bebe. We got around at CL around 11.30 and then we had our brunch at Mangga besar, we ate pork noodle beside billiard Nyodok Abiz. And then we go to Mangga dua, at that place all my friend bought some thing. But I already told my self that I don’t want to buy any thing, so there’s I am don’t buy any thing ^_^
And then we ate dinner at Jimbaran Seafood at Hayam Muruk.

On October 6, 2007 I went to had my face facial at Dokter Rina in Taman Ratu, I know her from Linda, she says that she is a good doctor, and her friends had their face facial there, and had no complain about it.
I went to there because I had a lot of small acne on my face L so I went there. And you know what???? It is so expensive :( I had acne facial, detox, acne treatment, and bought some medicine to help cure it, and it all cost Rp 475.000,- wuih…… at first I really surpised. But know my face it’s getting better, even tough it only 5 days, but my acne scars its getting better ^_^ and my face getting smooth as before ^_^
I think it’s all worth it.

I hope my face getting better and better ^_^ hehehehehehe
Today is my last day work, ‘cause tomorrow I already spent my holiday at home, spend the days vacation at many places ^_^ it’s Idul Fitri holiday ^_^
I will back to work at October 22, 2007.

Have a very nice holidays my friend ^_^

My black computer

Last weekend on September 22, 2007 I go to Linda’s house, ‘cause she and Bambang need a friend to share their anger :( they have unhealthy conditional siblings. And they share their feelings to me, I only can hear and give a little advice. ‘cause only them knows what to do.
After that, I took Linda to the church. In that place we met my sister Titin. ‘cause she want to bought contact lens, so we all go to TA. Bambang and noni (Nyun-Nyun) pick us up at church.

Cause I’m so hungry, we all went to Nan Xiang Restaurant (next to Hero Supermarket).
I order Hongkong Noodle pork meat, Bambang order red pork rice, Linda order baked rice with chicken wing, Noni order Hongkong noodle red pork, and Titin order back pepper beef spaghetti, and for dessert we order triple snow ice. Hm…….yummy :p

On Monday, I received credit card bills, and in Bulletin Mega, it said that if we use Mega card, we can have 25% discount :( hix hix it’s really to late.

On Tuesday morning, my computer was damaged, I don’t know why. Suddenly when I turned on my PC and then the monitor, then BUM……there a little fire in the CPU wow…. I got panic, ‘cause all my jobs and data weren’t been saved in server :(

But today, Thursday 27 September 2007, I get new computer, and it all BLACK ^_^ hm……. I’m so happy, I really like black.
And here are some pictures from my black computer

Gembul day

Last Saturday (September 8, 2007) really is my Gembul day ^_^

Around 12 o’clock I went to JWC to have a chat with bebe and nie. Because it’s lunch time, we’re all (me, nie, bb, and rendro) went to Soto Hang Lekir to ate lunch there. After that, we’re all back to JWC, ‘cause it still they office hour.

Around I o’clock me and nie went to Sency to search some items. I don’t now why, my stomach really hurts :( I think it’s my bilge, but I already had lunch, so why it still hurts? I really don’t now. Because of that, we went to eat D’crepes (choco chip and apple). After some times, we get bored, and nie really sleepy, so we search a place to hang out with and nie can had sleept for a while, and that place is…….Secret recipe restaurant ^_^ in that place we ate 1 slice moist chocolate cake, ice lemon tea and apple juice.

Because nie have to put some things on her office, we went back to JWC, and we met rendro and arief who had smoking in the back lobby.
Because arief took car to JWC, we ask him for a ride back ^_^ numpang eui hehehehehehe

On our way back and talks, we decided to take dinner together the 3 of us, and we decided it’ll be on Kafe dedaun at Bogor. In our journey we all had companion by the rain ^_^
In that place we ate fried oxtail soup, salted fish fried rice, rangi rice, lumpia, earl grey tea, bandrek, black coffee, and dedaun punch.

Wuih….. Me and nie are so full at that time.
And here are some photos that we taken.

Karma for DG

Yesterday (September 4, 2007) I went to JWC to see my friends. Before I go to Senayan, I had an exercise first at Gold Gym, and then I had dinner with my friend (Mr. Nurhendra). After that dinner, I spent my time talking to Arief about his work and what happening in JWC after I left it.

After I left JWC there’s a lot of thing happening there. Before I left it, I’ve been ask by TM (or HRD), what the reason that make me resign. And I tell them, it because I found a new place that can develop my experience, knowledge and career better than JWC. And I also tell them it because my ex supervisor (DG).
The positive way from DG are, his brilliant, a good talker to higher position (sucking type), and nice.
There a little person who knows his negative side. And there are, he doesn’t want to be blame (whether it’s his fault), like to tell people what to do, if he got problems which he can’t solve, he just go and give up. And especially that he doesn’t have the management skill, so……….WHY HE BECOME SUPERVISOR AND IT COORDINATOR?
I really don’t know. I think the person who chosen him, it’s because she like to be suck by him.
I tell TM the truth, so they know what to do to him.

After a few days I left JWC, DG lost important data from my computer. And you know what? He blamed it on me! BLAME it on ME!!!
I really get pissed over it, and I tell iink and arief, you all can bring me 7 bibles and I will swear on top of it, I NEVER DO THAT! I WILL NEVER NEVER DO THAT SUCH THINGS!

And yesterday, I got news again, that some hard-disk that IT bought had different type from the regular. And DG blamed it on me AGAIN!

Is it because I already resign, and he can blame it on me every time he make mistake?
ARGH……….. I really don’t know what to do anymore.
Oh yeah, I forgot to add it, that he is a priest. You can think by yourself, why priest can do such things! Priest supposed to be a mentor to other peoples, and never think bad about anybody right?!

My sister said to me last night, that he will have KARMA from his action. GOD never slept. And AMEN to that ^_^

Rasane restaurant

On 25 August 2007, me and my very best friend (Linda and Bambang) try a new seafood restaurant at Puri Kembangan, the restaurant name is “Rasane Restaurant”.

At that place I met Andi, Sherly, Yoan, and Suhendry. When I waiting for the table, they already eat. I asked them what menu they eating and recommendation that they can suggest to me.

It really is a good place to eat. The environment is clean, they had AC room, private room, playground for children, and motorcycle park. But for car, they have to park it on the side of the street, ‘cause they don’t have enough space for car park.
If you in the waiting list, they provide many bench for us to sit in.
The servant are more friendly and polite than Jimbaran Restaurant.
How about the price??? It really is more cheaper than Sedap Malam restaurant.
And do u know? That if we want to add more ice tea, it’s FREE and the sambal also FREE. You know Indonesian, they always want to have FREE ^_^

Me and my very best friend ordered Kepting asap Juhi, Kerang Macan saos pedas, Kangkung terasi, 4 rice, 3 sambal mangga, 2 coconut orange, 1 coconut leci, 1 lemon tea, and 1 ice tea. It cost 158.500,- we think it really is cheap than Sedap Malam restaurant.

So, me and my friend really want to go there again, and I think it will be the end of the month ^_^ ‘cause at that time I already got my paycheck.

Want to go with me? Just call ^_^

New job new environment

Per August 13, 2007 I work at the new place call Central School, it’s a international school that place in Puri Kembangan. My new position is like secretary and principal assistant. But in the reality I work for 5 bosses :( they are School principal, Kindergarden coordinator, primary coordinator, secondary coordinator, and principal advisor.

For my new colleague, they kinda put some distance to me, may be it because I’m a rookie here. I have to think positive right?

The school principal is just move to new office, so it kinda messy here :( I have to clean up and make a new filing cabinet here. It will take a long time to…..

I need more flexible to the new place I have ^_^

Last day as an employee in BiNus

At 10 August 2007, I left my job at BiNus as a Database Administrator, ‘cause I found the new job that maybe can help improve my skills ^_^

This is some pictures that I taken at that my last moment in BiNus as an employee.

Test

Today i got some personality test at http://web.tickle.com/

and this are some results that I get ^_^

The present

On my 26^th b’day (July 27,2007) I really had so many surprises and great news.

Firstly, I really thankful that I got so many friends that cares me so much. I really flatter that I got them as my best friends.

At 00.00 my really close friends that I consider them as my own family, sent me sms (message) to congratulate me, they are Linda, bambang and dede. And about 3 minutes later Arief sent me a message too.

I got so many present that I never imagine that I got it for my present.

I got a beautiful dress from iink, ci tri, ko bs, and bu Priscilla

I got a very beautiful and cute slipper from arief, dhini and arga

I got cosmetic bag and handphone bag from fanny

And I got a very nice bag from Linda and bambang

I really thankful that I got them, and I hopes they never forget me ^_^

I love them so much.

Anyer

Last weekend (29-30 June 2007) my office had recreation at Anyer, we spent the night at Nuansa Bali Cottages.

I had tattoo at my right ankle, it was Pegasus, and I had my hair dreadlocks.

At that place, me and my friends had a lot conversation about our job and colleagues.
In that short times, I really had a great time ^_^

What a day

Hm…

Yesterday (June 26, 2007) I go to Pasar pagi dan ITC Mangga dua with my dearest friend.

At 10.00 we suppose to be gathering at Dunkin Donuts CitraLand, but dhini (Nie) got late, and come at 10.20. Linda and fanny more late than nie, ‘cause they have to wait for bambang. And they came at 10.50, I got a little surprised when I know that bambang join us to mangdu ^_^

Then we took a cab to go there. First we go to pasar pagi to met Linda’s friend, santi. While she, bambang and fanny talk there. Me and nie took a walk around there to find some cute clothes that attract us to buy it :p at that place, we ate indomie.

And then we go to ITC mangdu, to find more clothes ^_^

Linda, bambang, and fanny ate soto betawi Jason. But I and nie just drink some juice and coffee.

Finally, I spent Rp 150.000 for 3 shirts, 1 pant, and 2 slippers.

Nie spent Rp 195.000 for 2 tank-tops, 3 shirts, and 1 slipper.

Bambang spent Rp 200.000 for his, I think 3 shirts and 1 slipper.

And then we go to TA for dinner. ‘Cause we want to ate at Fish & Co.
We use Nie’s credit card (HSBC), ‘cause we can get 51% discount for main menu.
And then we go to our home ^_^

I really enjoyed that day, if I can I want everyday was yesterday.

‘Cause I spent that day with my beloved friends. I would not ask for more.

I love you all………….

What a great weekend

Dari tanggal 1-3 Juni 2007, aku nginep di rumah sohib yang sudah aku anggap sebagai saudara sendiri. Dia (Linda) sudah nikah dengan Bambang pada tanggal 5 Desember 2004, dan akhirnya Tuhan telah memberikan hadiah terindah bagi mereka, karena akhirnya dia sudah hamil, dan pada bulan ini sudah berumur 5 bulan kandungannya.

Memang Tuhan sudah mempunyai jalan bagi anak-anak yang dikasihinya. Mereka berdua sudah melalui banyak sekali halangan dan rintangan, akan tetapi akhirnya mereka mempunyai titik terang dalam kehidupan mereka, yaitu bayi yang sedang dikandung oleh Linda, semoga nanti anak ini akan membawa keberuntungan dan kebahagiaan bagi mereka sekeluarga.

Dalam 3 hari 2 malam tersebut aku habiskan dengan Linda dan keluarga. Banyak sekali kenangan yang indah telah kami lalui selama SMU.
Dan yang bikin senengnya, aku tidur ama linda, dan bambang tidur di bawah ^_^ hehehehehehehe ancur dech, malah kalo udah agak siangan, kami bertiga tidur 1 ranjang :p

Pada tanggal 1 Juni, kami bertiga jalan ke Plasa Semanggi dan abis itu ke ITC Permata Hijau untuk belanja di Carefour. Dan buset dech, ruame abis carefournya, karena awal bulan dan tanggal merah sih, jadinya banyak banget yang belanja di sana.

Tanggal 2 paginya, ita maem mie ayam, trus kita ke tanah abang untuk nemenin Linda beli baju hamil ^_^ abis itu sorenya ke CL untuk liat-liat ranjang dan lemari yang akan mereka beli.

Tanggal 3 paginya, ita maem padang ^_^ yummy.....maem nasi rendang, tp agak kekenyangan sih, karena dikasi buanyak banget ama bambang :(

Mereka mempunyai rencana akan pindah ke Bekasi, tapi mungkin setelah anak mereka lahir. Hm.... agak sedih sih, sebab jadinya ita agak sulit untuk ketemu mereka, karena jarak yang jauh itu :(

tapi kalau itu akan membuat mereka semakin bahagia, aku-pun rela untuk jarang melihat mereka :( tapi walaupun begitu, aku masih bisa menjenguk mereka ^_^
sebab anak mereka adalah anak-ku juga ^_^
jadi tidak sabar nih ingin melihat kehadiran bayi diantara mereka.

Oh iya, ita udah bilang ke linda, kl anaknya sudah lahir trus kita jalan-jalan ke mall. Ita dengan senang hati akan mengendong anaknya ^_^ pasti lucu dech.

Doain semoga masa kehamilan ini akan dilalui oleh Linda dengan baik ya ^_^

Weekend

Minggu kemaren adalah salah satu minggu tersibuk untuk ita ^_^

Sohib sejati yang termasuk saudara juga, yaitu Linda, telah hamil 4 bulan. Dia sangat ngidam makan seafood dengan ditemani oleh ita ^_^ hehehehehe dan, akhirnya ita temenin dia makan dech, tapi efeknya kekenyangan banget nih :p

sabtu kemaren sebenernya suzy (temen dari TK) ngajakin nonton di PH, tp karena udah ada janji ama linda dan daud, jadinya ita kg bisa nemenin suzy dech :( hix hix untungnya suzy ngga marah ^_^

akhirnya, sabtu kemaren ita jadi juga potong rambut di salonnya ci giok. Foto ini diambil di rumahnya linda oleh Fanny (keponakannya linda).

Setelah itu, seharusnya ita janjian ama daud di TA. tapi karena dia kecapean, jadinya ita jalannya ama linda, bambang, fanny, dan ci giok. Kita makan malam di Kiyadon. Rusuh banget dech ^_^ dari siang sejak di salon sampe malem, kaga ada berhentinya ita ketawa terus sampe pegel pipinya :p hehehehehe

Karena hari sabtu batal jalan ama daud, jadinya di-reschedule hari minggu di TA lagi. Tapi karena ita udah kecapean gara-gara kemaren dan udah habis terkuras tenaganya, jadinya agak lemes dan males gitu. kasian dech si daud, agak di-kacang-in gitu ama ita.
Sori ya......... next time diusahain ngga dech :p

Ziarah gereja

Perjalanan yang mengasikkan, menyenangkan, penuh dengan nuansa rohani, dan cuape abis :p perjalanannya itu loh yang memakan waktu sangat panjang dan melelahkan.

Berikut adalah cerita g yang mengikuti tour ziarah ke ambarawa-jogja-kediri-jogja (dari tanggal 17-20 Mei 2007).

Berangkat dari Jakarta menuju ambarawa pada jam 06.30, kita semua mendapatkan sarapan berupa nasi tim ayam, enak dech ada jamurnya juga :p makan siang di daerah losari-brebes.

Dikarenakan macet yang sangat panjang di panthura dan sekitarnya maka sampai di gereja maria kerep sangatlah malam. Gereja di sana sangat keren abis, mereka membuatkan miniatur Lourdes di sana. Ada miniatur perjamuan kana, ada miniatur goa makam yesus dsb. Lalu kita lanjutkan perjalanannya ke jogja, dimana kita menginap di Hotel Jayakarta, sampai di hotel sekitar jam 02.00

Hari kedua kita langsung menuju ke Goa maria di Tritis, lunch di daerah sana, dan dilanjutkan ke Goa Gong (yg menurut g, kg bagus2 banget, biasa aja). Dan setelah itu kita menuju kediri untuk Goa Maria Pohsarang. Akan tetapi ketika sampai di kediri, waktu sudah menunjukkan pukul 23.30 jadinya yg pada mau pergi ke goa maria pada pergi, sedangkan g ama titin males banget, maunya tidur. Jadinya ya besoknya aja kita ke sana.

Hari ketiga langsung dimulai dengan jalan salib pada jam 06.00 di Pohsarang, dan dilanjutkan dengan novena di sana. Lalu sarapan nasgor di penginapan (akhirnya yg tidak ada ayam gorengnya). Lalu kita pergi menuju Ganjuran di Jogja, disana kita mengikuti misa dengan bahasa jawa, wuih ngga ngerti bo…. G ama titin cuman bisa senyum2 doank. Untungnya aja katolik itu mempunyai tata cara misa ekaristi yang sama, jadinya kita tau ini kapan waktunya berdiri, kapan kemuliaan, doa syukur agung, bapa kami dsb.

Nah abis itu kita ke sendangsono, perjalanan yang suangat jauh dan menaik.

Setelahnya kita ke hotel Saphir untuk beristirahat, dan di kamar g pesen soup asparagus kepiting, karena perut g kembung banget karena makanan, jadinya butuh yang hangat2 dan enak :p

Hari ke-empatnya yaitu hari terakhir, kita menuju ke bakpia 75 untuk beli oleh-oleh. Setelah itu kita langsung cabut pulang menuju Jakarta.

Dari semua kejadian tersebut, goa maria yang menurut aku sangat berkesan adalah Goa maria di Kerep, Goa maria di Sedang sono, dan candi Hati Kudus Yesus. Dimana di tempat tersebut g mengalami apa yg namanya kemegahan Yesus dan Bunda Maria berikan kepada saya.

Next time, g ama titin mau ke jogja lagi, tapi dengan naik pesawat, karena kita tidak mau membuang-buang waktu di sana. Karena masih banyak wisata kuliner yg ada di sana yang belum dicobain semua.

Tapi yang pasti nih, g ama titin kaga mau makan ayam goreng dulu untuk beberapa saat, karena makanan yg dikasih ama panitia seba ayam goreng terus2an sih…..jadinya eneg abiz…

Oh iya, sori ya kl ternyata banyak foto yang kaga focus, maklum yg motret kg familiar dengan handphone SE (si titin tuh yg motret), yp yg penting pada masih bisa ngeliat kan?

My Things

Bulan ini adalah salah satu bulan terboros buat g :(

yang pertama g sering banget traktir nyokap, salah satunya dengan ini











Trus g membeli sesuatu untuk g sendiri dengan barang2 ini

asik dech..... seneng jg akhirnya bisa membeli barang2 tersebut ^_^