People often said that "your garden much greener than mine?"
But we who has the garden often thinks "are u okay? 'Cause my garden not pretty as yours, your garden much beautiful than mine"
Above expression common use on other people relationship, such as status marital, children or others.
Many of my friends already married and have children, they often said "OMG, i really envy at you Nit, you haven't married yet, you still have your own life, you don't have to think of your husband and children, you don't have to think what food you have to cook for them, you don't have to think about the mess of your house, you can go where ever you want to go, you still have your own privacy" BUT do they know, that i'm the one who really envy at them, they already have their spouse, who accompany her at night, they have their children who can accompany her when she got bored, and the most of it they don't have to hear other people saying "when you got married?" "you're getting older" etc etc
Right now i'm not really single, but i don't know what path we're going through, just live it day by day.
Sometimes i just think, why i was born in this country? Why i'm not born in the US or Europe? People who lived there, they never judge a person why she/he haven't married yet, why she/he still single, i really envy at people who was born at that place and live with their culture.
